Friendship

I love him
And yet I hate him.
When will my mind be set free?
When will I forget about he?
If this ever happens to me again
I fear that it may be the end,
And though things are starting to go fine,
My emotions are still hanging from a thin line.
If this happens between me and another,
On the inside I will never recover.
The worst thing about it that I can see,
It's happening again between you and me.